Twisted Thinking

The world's way of thinking is twisted in so many ways! We think the way to the top is by pushing others down so we can get to the top, meanwhile it don't always work that way! Getting to the top is through subservience (crazy!!! - like Mr Leigh will say!)

Wish I knew!

My heart's heavy with plenty thoughts. No one died and no, no one is the hospital or in jail or the like. It's heavy 'cos ... (I wish I knew exactly). I'm wondering if I went wrong in some decision (or indecision if I may say so) I took. The feeling of what do I do next is... Mehn I honestly wish I knew wasup wit me!

Crumbling Walls

Let your mind mind run wild in positive things
Don't let anything constrain your fantasies
Erase all the mental barriers you've erected in your mind's eye
The boundaries never existed, just your personal limitations
You can do it, you can achieve it, it's possible!
I'm running now, catching the fire, I'm it and more than I expected!

-Mental barriers, obstructions to breakthroughs.
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"Fine Bara"

My daddy uses this word "Fine Bara" to refer to someone who begs in a refined way or whose pastime is begging! What brought about this topic? I went for lunch today and on my way out, the little boy who works with the caterers in the lunch room just followed me out asking "Aunty you no go give me money?" I looked at him wondering if I'd forgotten to pay considering the authority with which he was asking for money. Of course I had paid but bros wanted some change. Don't get me wrong I'm not tighfisted, on the contrary i'm pretty generous if I may say so myself. I just looked at him and said "Sorry, nothing today". I'm not against giving but when someone makes it seem like it's my duty when he's "fine bara-ing" then I have a problem. I think people should learn to be contented and when it seems like they really need help, there are pleasant and courteous ways of asking without irritating the other party. Anyways that's that. I'm outta here. L8r!

Work Life!

My! I keep saying I'm back and then I disappear again, how funny! Started work and it's being... still drawing conclusions. It's also being stressful, insufficient SLEEP (considering I'm not one who sleep a lot, you know it's serious), lack of rest, bla bla bla but then it's a means(you know what I'm talking about right?). I've missed blogging, especially the therapeutic effect it has.