Friday, July 13, 2007

Fanatic? Not Yet!

Someone just told I'm on the verge of becoming a fanatic but "puh-lease" I don't think I'm one at least not yet. I would love to be a fanactic of Christ but I haven't gotten there yet and I'ld really love to be. This growth process ain't easy o! I listened to a preacher today (I'm gradualy falling in love with him, not Him but the God in Him!) And he said something that really struck my heart - We ask God for some things mostly because they are religious, christisn cliches, but we fail to realize this things will actually come to pass. Anyways somtimes I get scared beacuse I've asked to make me more like Him, I've asked that the me in me will diminish so that He'll increase in me. But am I really ready for it, the result of the prayer? Ah! God help me!
The weekend is here but is it actually going to be a weekend? There's a wedding tomorrow but I'm also supposed to come to work - saturday & sunday! Arghhh! I've actually not had any good rest in like 2 weeks, there was another wedding last week and I've being working late for the past 2 weeks, men ko ez o! Is this what the life of a career person is supposed to be like? I guess not. It's being a tiring week and I need some rest and fun! Hopefully I'll get that this weekend though I'm supposed to busy. Hmph!
Word for the day:
Hebrews 4:15 "For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin."
I can live a victorious christian life - I have the freedom of choice to walk in obeience to God

2 comments:

Unknown said...

sofiat, that was thoughtfully written, it really got me thinking, i am glad that u are really growing spiritually, cause in this world we come to realise that we dnt have a true essence if we dnt believe in sumthing. take care of urself gurl!!!!!

La Reine said...

Hey girl,
I feel you on wanting to be a fanatic. And your other post about wanting to reek of God's love.

I find myself working with that same battle myself. Trying to be the virtuous woman of Proverbs 31 and praying for the fruits of the spirit in Galatians 5.

Just know that you'll get what you need when you pray without ceasing.
Takia