The Challenge

I woke up at exactly midnight because my phone was ringing and I was also dreaming my phone was ringing. Ha! I was fagged out and didn’t want to answer because I was fagged out. Well I eventually answered it and it was my old boyfriend calling to tell me he just got into the country, well I was glad to hear from him because he’s one of the few good friends I have. Yeah so after the call I had a bout of insomnia, considering I was tired I just could not understand why “precious sleep” wasn’t forthcoming. Anyway after that I started to think, meditate about my life.

And then I start to wonder about my faith. I'm a christian, I love God a lot but then there's this challenge of leaving for Christ and being vocal about my faith. Now, it's not about throwing it at people but about the love of Christ filling me within so that it's who I am, what I am, my totality! I want to "reek" of His love. I don't just want my love for Him to be on the iside, I want to go beyond professing the faith to... (English fails me!).

Word for the day:
Rom 8:6-7 For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject, to the law of God, neither indeed can be.